again , reposted from my old blog
( dengan sedikit pengubahsuaian tanpa mengubah story asal )
it was sunny that day .
he was doing his regular . . . to be precise , weekend activity-hanging out with his besfriends at the mall
there was nothing specific act.,sometimes they play bowling , watch new movies at the cinema,-like any ordinary teenagers around their age would do.
that day,they feel like playing bowling so they promised to meet ' there '-the usual place they gather before going anywhere together.
but this time,his friends went off first because he has some other work to do.
he promised to meet them by 4 o'c.
after the work is done,without much more delay,he went off to the place where he was suppose to meet them.
but on his way . . ,
he suddenly met his . . .
" ex-girlfriend "
it was sad , sad for him though ,
coz she's with a new guy .
she realised it was him . . .
they're both shocked . . . and stood still,watching each other.
he was really upset with her , - she told him before that she was busy and could not go out with him eventhough he told her that it's for the last time. and now . . . it seems like he slightly understand by the word ' busy ' she told him earlier.
but what even shocked him most . . , it was just a week since they broke up,she had found his replacer.
that guy,stood in front of him,was sadly to be told . . . taller . . . and a lot more . . . HANDSOME . . . and a bit charming IF to be compared with him - and maybe he's a little bit older than him , a criteria that a girl around her age would like to make as a boyfriend.
but it was sad for him though . . being dumped after a year of building their relationship.
by looking at him,it solved every single puzzle in his head . - no more questions , this tells him everything . why would she want a break up before ? he knew it now . . .
it simply tells everything.
she was speechless . - yes of course,what would you think a girl like her would say at time like this?
that guy , stared him with a fierce glare.
maybe he realised that the boy standing in front of him is her girlfriend's ex-boyfriend.
or maybe it was just a normal thing a guy like him would do when a stranger look at his girlfriend with a wierd view .
after quite some time,he finally have the guts to say this," err . . are you guys gonna stand right in front of me like this like . . . forever ?coz my friends is waiting for me and i bet they wont be happy if i'm late . sorry " - of course he would say that , they were blocking his way =.=
guess she was embarrased,so they moved a bit , letting him to pass through .
he took a step , . . .
" sorry "
- the only word that came out from her mouth after minutes of silent.
. . .
the steps he took was stopped . . . he silent . . . quite touched by that word . . . he turned his face . . . watching her slowly walk away with her new one . . . he gave her a smile . . .and continued his way to the meeting place.
the smile was faked.
she understands it .
and he HOPE she understands it .
he moved real quick , not to be blame of being late . - and . . . yes , without turning his head to see his ex again although this might be his last chance to be ever looking her again . he's not too strong to face this yet.
luckily,he made up to the meeting place just a minute late.
his friends didn't mind it though.-just a minute late,nobody would mind.rite?
so it's about time for bowling but this time , only his friends were playing .
they were a bit confused by his act because it was one of his fav game . but later , they seem to understand him . because it's a bit weird to see him like this .
he used to be a ' happy - go - lucky ' person who would never say " NO " for bowling .
they didn't ask what happened to him , they don't want to bother him . . . and let him drown by his feeling at the moment .
. . .
he didn't know what else to do .
with a mood of doing nothing ,
not even a single smile he used to give to people .
for him,the world has turned . . . dark . . . and empty.
he feel so uncomfortable . . . and could not face the situation anymore .
he then asked one of his friend who own a car to take him home.
back home , he quickly walked up the stairs , heading to his room.
he sat on the corner of his bed,thinking of everything happened to him .
everything lingered on his head . . .
he recalled every single moment he spent with her .
every single memories he had with her .
the moment they first met ,
the moment they say they love each other ,
the moment they had their first kiss ,
and the moment . . . the moment of everything !!!
he even planning on a suicide !
. . .
maybe that was far too much for him ,
being dumped by someone he loves very much ,
someone whom he believes would be his future wife ,
someone whom he would likely to spend his life with ,
but now . . . it looks like that dream would never EVER come true .
. . .
tears suddenly fall from his eyes .
it was funny though .
a girl , made a boy cried . . .
an hour passed .
. . .
he heared his phone rang .
- 1 new text message -
he opened it.
"sorry"
the text was from her .
he couldn't take it.
again , rain of tears fall from his eyes . . .
he laughed.
he laughed so hard .
he replied.
" ahah.thanks.u can say that five letter word for billions of time.
but it would never ever really heals me.
thanks 4 wat u've did to me.
p/s : i love u "
no more replies after that.
he turned off his phone.
it wasn't easy for him to accept the loss.
it was stupid , yes of course IT WAS !
after what she did, he can still say ," i love u " ????
love is blind .
that's the truth .
eventhough he knew all this while the girl was using him for her own please , he would still love her like the first time he felt when he started to love her .
even until now . . . he still love her .
that is one thing he can't deny .- he cried everytimes he think of her.
he promised to meet them by 4 o'c.
after the work is done,without much more delay,he went off to the place where he was suppose to meet them.
but on his way . . ,
he suddenly met his . . .
" ex-girlfriend "
it was sad , sad for him though ,
coz she's with a new guy .
she realised it was him . . .
they're both shocked . . . and stood still,watching each other.
he was really upset with her , - she told him before that she was busy and could not go out with him eventhough he told her that it's for the last time. and now . . . it seems like he slightly understand by the word ' busy ' she told him earlier.
but what even shocked him most . . , it was just a week since they broke up,she had found his replacer.
that guy,stood in front of him,was sadly to be told . . . taller . . . and a lot more . . . HANDSOME . . . and a bit charming IF to be compared with him - and maybe he's a little bit older than him , a criteria that a girl around her age would like to make as a boyfriend.
but it was sad for him though . . being dumped after a year of building their relationship.
by looking at him,it solved every single puzzle in his head . - no more questions , this tells him everything . why would she want a break up before ? he knew it now . . .
it simply tells everything.
she was speechless . - yes of course,what would you think a girl like her would say at time like this?
that guy , stared him with a fierce glare.
maybe he realised that the boy standing in front of him is her girlfriend's ex-boyfriend.
or maybe it was just a normal thing a guy like him would do when a stranger look at his girlfriend with a wierd view .
after quite some time,he finally have the guts to say this," err . . are you guys gonna stand right in front of me like this like . . . forever ?coz my friends is waiting for me and i bet they wont be happy if i'm late . sorry " - of course he would say that , they were blocking his way =.=
guess she was embarrased,so they moved a bit , letting him to pass through .
he took a step , . . .
" sorry "
- the only word that came out from her mouth after minutes of silent.
. . .
the steps he took was stopped . . . he silent . . . quite touched by that word . . . he turned his face . . . watching her slowly walk away with her new one . . . he gave her a smile . . .and continued his way to the meeting place.
the smile was faked.
she understands it .
and he HOPE she understands it .
he moved real quick , not to be blame of being late . - and . . . yes , without turning his head to see his ex again although this might be his last chance to be ever looking her again . he's not too strong to face this yet.
luckily,he made up to the meeting place just a minute late.
his friends didn't mind it though.-just a minute late,nobody would mind.rite?
so it's about time for bowling but this time , only his friends were playing .
they were a bit confused by his act because it was one of his fav game . but later , they seem to understand him . because it's a bit weird to see him like this .
he used to be a ' happy - go - lucky ' person who would never say " NO " for bowling .
they didn't ask what happened to him , they don't want to bother him . . . and let him drown by his feeling at the moment .
. . .
he didn't know what else to do .
with a mood of doing nothing ,
not even a single smile he used to give to people .
for him,the world has turned . . . dark . . . and empty.
he feel so uncomfortable . . . and could not face the situation anymore .
he then asked one of his friend who own a car to take him home.
back home , he quickly walked up the stairs , heading to his room.
he sat on the corner of his bed,thinking of everything happened to him .
everything lingered on his head . . .
he recalled every single moment he spent with her .
every single memories he had with her .
the moment they first met ,
the moment they say they love each other ,
the moment they had their first kiss ,
and the moment . . . the moment of everything !!!
he even planning on a suicide !
. . .
maybe that was far too much for him ,
being dumped by someone he loves very much ,
someone whom he believes would be his future wife ,
someone whom he would likely to spend his life with ,
but now . . . it looks like that dream would never EVER come true .
. . .
tears suddenly fall from his eyes .
it was funny though .
a girl , made a boy cried . . .
an hour passed .
. . .
he heared his phone rang .
- 1 new text message -
he opened it.
"sorry"
the text was from her .
he couldn't take it.
again , rain of tears fall from his eyes . . .
he laughed.
he laughed so hard .
he replied.
" ahah.thanks.u can say that five letter word for billions of time.
but it would never ever really heals me.
thanks 4 wat u've did to me.
p/s : i love u "
no more replies after that.
he turned off his phone.
it wasn't easy for him to accept the loss.
it was stupid , yes of course IT WAS !
after what she did, he can still say ," i love u " ????
love is blind .
that's the truth .
eventhough he knew all this while the girl was using him for her own please , he would still love her like the first time he felt when he started to love her .
even until now . . . he still love her .
that is one thing he can't deny .- he cried everytimes he think of her.
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- thanks atiq for becoming the first to read the original post :)
- sorry for my bad grammar, yes i know it wasn't perfect like yours
- thanks atiq for becoming the first to read the original post :)
- sorry for my bad grammar, yes i know it wasn't perfect like yours
p / s : selepas semua ini berlaku , Love ? I DON'T WANNA GIVE A DAMN ! ;)
16 comments:
self made?
:'( ..pehh!sedih kot
:)
=)
:( ohh my ...i want 2 cry
sdyh :((
yayaya ! menyayat hati..now i can read ur heart..:) haha..*bdk gyla la ktakan..
haha
i've read this and cried.
and wow i cried again.
tak payah bercinta laaa~
xmungkin ~
Okay, me wanna cry please ;'( pity you darlaaa ;'(
hohoho tq darling
sedih :(
dahla kert. toksah bercinta dah.hee.
senym2 !
ok :)
ooo..k, that was sooo long.
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